Spirit for Today: Why I would rather be thrown to the wolves

November 7, 2007 - Wednesday 


In 1997 I was in my living room
and I looked over by enertainment
center and saw the spirit of a
large beautiful white wolf
with very long hair and larger
then any wolf I have seen alive.

I felt the wolf was not from this time.
I started to dream about him, for some
reason the energy is male to me.
In my dreams he has even protected me.
I have always loved dogs if you have
read my previous posts but never
thought about wolves much before this
honestly. 

Ten years ago too I tried to doubt the
spirits that I saw except the white wolf
did not go away.   Several years passed
and I started doing massage for a woman
who raised mccaws they are beautiful birds.
she could not afford massage so she paid me
in feathers. 

Yes I said she paid me in feathers.  I
meditated and saw in my minds eye
a red swirl thing made out of wood
with red feathers hanging from it, so when
she suggested that I said sure. 
I have never found a complete red feather
lol.  they sure are beautiful though.

I had a large bag full of feathers black bag.
I brought it with me to show my friend one
day it was in the back of my car. 
We were arrow head hunting and I forgot
to show them to her.  We were not finding
arrow heads or even any flakes so we drove
on and saw a pow wow, the sign actually
said biker pow wow.  we were not sure what
this was so I said lets go. 

Well, we went it was native americans and
some bikers.  we walked around and I
saw some feathers in the vendors tents for
decoration on some things.  I said to a woman
I have a huge bag of mccaw feathers she
said take them to Mabel.  I found Mabel and
she wanted them all.  I traded feathers for
crystals and sage.  

I got to know Mabel and she told me
of a woman not far from me that had wolves
since I loved them everytime I saw one at
pow wow it reminded me of my spirit
white wolf.

(Noah)

 

I went to meet this woman and she had 7
wolves at the time.  hearing them howl
really hit me so deep inside and made me
so happy.  going inside meeting them
first thing right away comes a male white
wolf with green eyes named Noah.
I was in love.  he did not have the
long hair but wow he was beautiful.
over time things got worse and
because this story is long already
it will have to be another blog
of what happened to the wolves.

They were mistreated and not fed
right. she left a dead one in with the
live ones that barely had hair so it
was there for a while.  How someone
could do that to animals is beyond me.

How would you like to have to
watch a family member decompose??
watching hair go away the skin the organs.
this is what these wolves had to endure and
are still living there.

babies were saved though.  so because
of my whitewolf spirit I have been on a
journey and not a real fun one either.
Wolves are the hardest animal I have
ever tried to help.  I cannot even say
how many calls I made and how many
states I called. 

wolves are made out to be these horrible
creatures and they are so shy in nature.
I am naturally shy myself and if you met
a wild wolf they would try to leave more
than anything. 

The saying "might as well throw them to
the wolves" rings in my mind.  Wolves are
very family oriented, and have a lot
more values then so many humans do.

I would rather be thrown to the wolves
then be thrown to the people if the
truth be known.


 

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